我的姐妹

最近遇上了少许不愉快
心情虽没有很忧伤 但少少失落总不免

现在再多的烦事已不再重要了
因为你们什么都值得 我不要计数那么多了
感恩让我撒娇 、听我哭诉 一直守候我身旁

黑大头说要用她崭新的小红为我添好运
尊贵的格格说两小时车程其实并不遥远
直升机虽然机场繁忙但总清楚我的动向
。。。。。。。。。还有还有
巨人也答应了要转送咖啡小熊 （哈！虽然又是我骗回来的）

知己不只分享喜悦 有难同当更可贵、更见真情
在你们面前我不伪装 我不虚假
一直都坦荡荡、 赤裸裸的表露真我
虽然贱得讨人厌 ;p 但你们还是不离不弃
你们就像好酒一样越沉越香 是我这辈子品过最好的！

TOTAL ECLIPSE OF THE HEART (Bonnie Tyler )

Turnaround, every now and then

I get a little bit lonely and you're never coming around

Turnaround, Every now and then

I get a little bit tired of listening to the sound of my tears

Turnaround, Every now and then

I get a little bit nervous that the best of all the years have gone by

Turnaround, Every now and then

I get a little bit terrified and then I see the look in your eyes

Turnaround bright eyes, Every now and then I fall apart

Turnaround, Every now and then

I get a little bit restless and I dream of something wild

Turnaround, Every now and then

I get a little bit helpless and I'm lying like a child in your arms

Turnaround, Every now and then

I get a little bit angry and I know I've got to get out and cry

Turnaround, Every now and then

I get a little bit terrified but then I see the look in your eyes

Turnaround bright eyes, Every now and then I fall apart

And I need you now tonight

And I need you more than ever

And if you'll only hold me tight

We'll be holding on forever

And we'll only be making it right

Cause we'll never be wrong together

We can take it to the end of the line

Your love is like a shadow on me all of the time

I don't know what to do and I'm always in the dark

We're living in a powder keg and giving off sparks

I really need you tonight

Forever's gonna start tonight

Once upon a time I was falling in love

But now I'm only falling apart

There's nothing I can do

A total eclipse of the heart

Once upon a time there was light in my life

But now there's only love in the dark

Nothing I can say

A total eclipse of the heart

Turnaround bright eyes

Turnaround, every now and then

I know you'll never be the boy you always you wanted to be

Turnaround, every now and then

I know you'll always be the only boy who wanted me the way that I am

Turnaround, every now and then

I know there's no one in the universe as magical and wonderous as you

Turnaround, every now and then

I know there's nothing any better and there's nothing I just wouldn't do

Turnaround bright eyes, Every now and then I fall apart

游走天堂与地狱

一方努力着把我捧上天
一方残忍的把我摔下来 狠狠地
一掌就把我打入十八层地狱
落差太大 一瞬间无法承受这失落

一方给了我一颗美味爽口的大苹果
一方却擅自违反的把它换了烂苹果
还要我自己练功用魔法把它化腐瘤为神奇

一边说单凭我过去标青的表现 一定能的
一边却给了我满江红的成绩单 （天啊! 怎么可能!?!?!）
开始恍然 迷失方向 到底我是对的 还是错的???

明白这一切都超出我掌控
反正一切已来不及
反正谁没有痛楚?? 得失少不免
反正我真的不算什么
反正又不能公开反抗
反正的反正... 唯有默默接受

人性自私

人往往都是自私的.
当他人在做着 奴才们都诸多挑剔、嫌三弄四、要求多多.
但当自己处生事境 就立刻画清界限、清楚说明条规、不准越界.
奴才们到底有没有觉悟自己当初也曾过分的奢求？
为什么不能事前就从他人的角度出发？
为什么要在角色转变后才来追究？
当他人努力满足， 奴才可曾表达过谢意？

The End

为期三个月的training 终于圆满结束
两方关系好像也比较融洽了 也得到了高层的赞赏
最最高兴的是这期间没有出任何差错 没有丢人现眼 哈！
感谢大家的指导 、还有包容 学了很多很多..
感激给与的机会 让我又更上一层楼
感恩能及时捉紧它 没让它白白流失!

我要做准备了 迎接新的任务 艰辛的挑战
加油！ 祝福！ Cheers!

病..是福？是祸？

小病了整个星期 看了两次医生 吃着药 康复中.

因病 错失了和7-11宝宝想见

满心期待他的大驾光临 怎知到现在都未能探望他
不想把病菌转给小生命

也因为病 又再次的推了他的约会 第N次的
一个他没怀疑的烂藉口 还献上关心的慰问 不停提醒要多休息..

这让我更确定了一件事

喜欢的 不论他多讨人厌 多令人痛心 还是会死心眼的恋着
不喜欢的 不论他多好、多体贴 没感觉就是不会轻易被感动

Secret

几度差点把心深处的那句话说出口
与其说没勇气 不如说理智战胜了
从对你的了解 大概明白什么该说 什么不必说
虽然没说会遗憾； 但说了会更遗憾

请谅解我的自私 想好好保护仅有的自尊
也原谅我的自恋 不想它受到任何伤害 哪怕只是那么一点点